well, aren't you still in that mens group from church? that would count. Or if your working out, or maybe take a class of something, or playing a sport, or doing some volunteer work.
Thanks for your support Crissy. I attend the Men Standing for their M monthly get together every few months. It is not related to the church that I have been attending. Those meetings are in direct conflict with my flight schedule so I have to "get sick" in order to be able to attend :). The meetings are terrific though and have put me in touch with really good guys. The working out, classes and volunteerism have been "on my radar" for a very long time now. Just to damn lazy and stupid to do anyting that might help my cause.
And as far as the DD15 issue. Laziness stands in the way of that as well. Plus I think it is a little out of my comfort zone to be calling and interfering. I do trust that the Lord is caring for her. I am embarrassed about all that had trnaspired over the several years that I was actively involved in her life. It was one great big mirage. A pretend kind of game. I got to play make believe dad for a little bit there. I really wished that it had never happened as it has been yet another severe heartbreaker for me. Just thinking about that right now causes me to just freeze. My heart is frozen over like a Canadian pond. Make that a Siberian pond. I am not dealing very well.
I am pissed.
T
Originally Posted By: Crissy
I think you should call that foster mom, just a quick call to say you've missed her and wanted to make sure she was safe and happy. can you send a card to her to deliver for xmas?
