Hi nlt and glamgirl, Thanks for checking in on me.
I guess the things remind H of the decisions he made. He told me about two years ago that he ruined his life. And getting his "love nest" was one of his worst decisions he ever made.
Anyway, I am not doing so well. I was not home for Christmas for the last two years, and this year all the memories come up again. So I find it quite hard to deal with it. At least I will have some company soon.
I will not post for some time as I need to get everything ready and attend to my guests. So I wish everybody a lovely Christmas and a better, happier and healthy New Year.
I would also like to thank you all for always being their for me when I needed you during yet another year. It means a lot to me that you are posting to me and supporting and comforting me.