I made it to the roundhouse; now which way?

[ernest88]

Got it Mike. Keep me accountable, and keep on pushing me. Please!

I did get sleep. Stayed up until I was so tired I could barely get upstairs and then woke up at 5:00 and of course it was the first thing on my mind. Shared what has happened at my group last night and that was tough. Forcing myself to make progress on as much as I can today.

this will be what YOU make of it..

don't play into the drama. Take care of the business at hand.
One thing at a time..Sleep and exercise are musts..

[Little Engine]

Really feeling it today. Took care of the pressing matters at work and now I am just lost. Sitting here looking at my inbox wishing an e-mail would come from her to just say something, anything about why she did all this. I had all this mythical hope that she really wasn't going to do this. I hear things like, "Your family has just been redefined." I hate that, my family has been destroyed. All for the wants of one selfish woman and the mistakes of one stupid man. I am left here kicking myself, blaming her, missing my kids, crying in my office and asking "Why?"

I've got to find more work.

[Amy M]

LE...WE LOVE YOU!!!!

Tawnya and I are visiting SMW in VA this weekend. We were just wondering how you are doing. I hate that you had such a rough day. I hear they get easier. Just do the best you can.

Do you have anything planned for the weekend? If not, you can always join us here for some shopping tomorrow. Do you like to shop???

Take care of yourself; keep you chin up; and know that we are sending prayers up on your behalf!!

Love you!
Amy

From Tawnya:
{{{LE}}}} Ugh my friend..what can I say..I wish I had something that would make you feel better, cause I would do it or say it..but all I can say is YOU are a good man, you don't deserve this, BUT you know..YOU will be fine, your kids will be better than fine with you in their life, and sometime, but not as soon as you'd/we'd all like, your wife WILL realize the mistake of letting you go (even if you never know it..she WILL regret it!)

We would totally let you into our estro-fest if you were nearby..but Amy is right, DO something for yourself, YOU deserve it!

Let us know you are okay By the way, thank you for being so openly honest..it is totally good and okay.

[Babygirl]

Hey LE. its saturday, what are you up to? hopefully inside out of the wind and the cold!!
read this today, made me think of you

I am only one, but still I am one.
I cannot do everything, but still I can do something;
And because I cannot do everything
I will not refuse to do the something that I can do.
--Edward Everett Hale

always praying and sending you hugs

[Little Engine]

Bg--Thanks for thinking of me. That is probably going to go up in my office. It came at the right time. I am freezing so I am sure you are doubly cold.

Amy & Tawnya--Hope you are having a fun time with SMW. Hi to her. I was the shopper in our house and going clothes shopping with D was always fun, but I would probably get left in the dust by you three. You have my best wishes for a safe return home.

Usual ups and downs today. Leaky tire on my truck, in the shoulder so difficult and possibly pointless for them to patch it. I had the same problem last spring on my work truck and that one has held. Because this is my personal vehicle I probably won't have the same luck. I may go to ICT and leave it there and get the work truck to drive. I don't want to swap to the spare in cold wx.

I had dinner with my best friend last night. Talked to LAWoman39 as she was stuck in traffic on the 405 after putting her D on a plane at LAX. LAWoman39 has the best laugh and talking to her is like a drug. I have known her from trips for work for a few years. She held the potential to be A for me, but I couldn't cross that line. She is really brassy and a beauty. It is a long story and too much for db.com. We check on each other every couple of months. Yeah shame on LE!

Cheers all,

LE

[Babygirl]

hey bud, sent you an email in response to yours yesterday, and to answer the ?? you left on my thread.

hehehe, you really think I am gonna shame you lol????

[Tawnya]

{{{LE}}}} I"m so glad you ended up having dinner and getting to spend time with friends..that is SO important..and no shame in TALKING to this other person..and I'm sure it was exactly what you needed right now my friend

Tawnya

[marriedCrazy]

LE..LAWoman..Well, all us men have some stories to tell, don't we? We were just smart enough to NOT cross the line. You're D now, right? Enjoy the company, don't feel guilty at this point. Don't rush into anything; but enjoy it.

[Little Engine]

Yeah, no worries. LAWoman39 is safe, 1500 miles away and no real chance of a relationship. Just good to chat on the phone with someone of the fairer sex with whom I have some background. It is 20 degrees here, but very sunny. I drove around the countryside looking for property and found some wooded areas that I didn't know existed. Located one place with a shed for sale and nothing else. No electricity, or probably water or septic. Someone's dream never fulfilled I suppose. Nearest electrical is about 3/4 mile to the West. I don't want to shell out for that. I does take my mind off of everything else. After that I went to an off-site in the area to do some maintenance and wound up cleaning out my truck. I didn't even feel the cold. Listened to the Patriots kill the Cardinals. How long are they gonna last in the playoffs?

[Arthur]

hey LE, been away and a bit busy. Sorry your here buddy. lots of friends here and lots of good advice. To re iterate what Mike says....exercise, sleep and eat well (do as i say and not as I preach tho)

Good luck