Another reason I will not fight anymore is that H was not raised to be the father he has become.
H has brothers who are the most caring and supportive parents in the world. They pick up their wives slack in this area. H even has an ummarried brother who is a very good uncle and would of without a doubt been a good father. Not a single person who knows both H and his family would recognise who H has become. One of Hs brothers has asked the kids a few questions and asked that they use him and he has offered his services to me in help with them. He says he is watching carefully. At least that is something i guess.
Hs father who passed away this year would be horrified with out a doubt. He was a tough dad but a loving dad and came to his kids rescue many times. Even a few years back he got out of his bed at midnight to drive to help us with a flat tyre on a boat trailer. He was sick and minded our business so we could go away on holiday. Trillions of supportive things.He was always at the end of th phone. I cant imagine what he is thinking when he watches H from above. There was a memorial service for his Dad this week. He did not go and from i understand he did not let the kids know that there was a service for their grandad. Disgusting.
H cannot even be available by phone to his kids. He does not even tell them that he not contactable. They say it is like he does not care about them. Breaks my heart.
This is the behaviour of someone who is otherwise occupied with their own joy. I recognise it myself. It is disgusting. Well it is not who he was meant to be and without a doubt he will sit up and look around one day and scratch his head and wonder what went wrong. Then i think he will feel real pain.
