Tomato said something on SMW's thread about the prodigal. Got me thinking, H is living like the prodigal son of the Bible. His father had given him everything, nice home, money, family, etc.
He decided to take his share of the money and run. His dad let him fall into the depths and didn't help him. But the prodigal learned how bad it was out there and came home but only after he hit rock bottom.
I need to let H go live his fantasy life and seehow it really shakes out...
And I need to live MY life in the meantime.
Great thoughts BBJ. I finally started living a little this weekend. It felt good and made me feel a lot better about myself. I still want things to work out with H, but I won't live alone forever just hoping.
R 23 years M 20 years Bomb June 2007 S Oct 2007 Ds 11 & 16 Ds and I moved out Aug. 2008
