1. I can make new friends and look forward to having fun. We are planning a girls night over vacation.
2. I can actually go out and have fun. I went to a Christmas party with my former staff on Friday. I enjoyed some wine and had a great time. Went out after the party and even danced.
3. Meet a guy while dancing and danced with him. That felt really good. He wanted to meet up the next night to see the same band but I didn't think I would be able to.
4. Can't rely on H. Said he would have Ds at his house lastnight but weaseled out. Made different arrangements and went out for a couple of hours.
5. H isn't the only tool in the world. Met up with the guy from Friday and realized he was a jerk. Should have just let it go with the fun on Friday, but at least Friday was fun.
6. H continues to be a source of confusion. He invited me to dinner on Saturday which I actually did. H asked who he needed to buy gifts for in his family. Bought me a snowblower. Keeps calling all day today and is getting on my nerves.
7. I am getting closer to filing.
R 23 years M 20 years Bomb June 2007 S Oct 2007 Ds 11 & 16 Ds and I moved out Aug. 2008
