I think everything you said was beautiful. How lucky is H that you have been so kind to him, when it would be so easy to be a manic manipulative wife! Its not just your intentions but the way you say things that are so loving.
Really nice of him to comfort you and buy you the presents and to say in his card that he thinks of you often.
Your whole interaction; vunerable, fun, flirty, serious R talk (but without any pressure - well done you!) so much food for thought for him.
The time thing is the same with my H - he honestly has no idea about how much time has passed. I hope that this coming year will be a fresh start for you.
Sorry that you have other stuff that is going on and is hard to deal with too - you sure are a strong lady to hold it all together.
I had something light and fun to finish with, but I cant remember what it was now! Hope you have a good week. Lots of Love
