I would love to be out and about. he is out right now w/ his crew. Long story... I was ok with it and I still am. But it is getting later and he isnt back yet. ( I am more along the lines of i want to wring his neck ) I am trying to work thru my feelings but he seems a little childish to me right now. but my core value is more important than his bad behavior so I must be compassionate towards myself and not get worked up. If that even makes any sense.
