Finding my goodness and power

[Jeff223]

Things will be better.

Yes I bet they will. But if they do not then you need to prepare. Things will be different - that is certain. But will they be better? Control what you can.

I guess I had to crash one last time to 'get it'

Wish I had a dollar for each time I said that. We will 'get it' when we no longer need to crash. If you crash, you don't get it by definition. It is AVOIDING the crash that is key.

I'm good now. Sad, but good.

Good. We need to be sad. That helps us heal.