All efforts to Db have not been responded to. Even the tiny baby step of making one call to me has not been met. I have carefully outlines the tiniest of goals and nothing.
This place has been an outstanding resource and is responsible for getting me through some of the toughest of days in my life. For those of you who did post and hit me with 2x 4 thank you.
I wanted more than anything to remain married but the energy required to keep hoping has become really exhausting. The littlest of hope and I would of kept fighting. But this has become a very lonely road and I dont think i am designed to be alone. Gosh I am crying for the first time in weeks. Cheers Jane
