Hi Sweetie, I don't know anything that can make me feel any worse than a rotten cold.

No real 2x4 here, only to remind you that when you lose you cool and blow it with H, then you have given your power away. It is almost as if he feels sorry for you now. I think the New Tawnya has too much self respect to let that happen, don't you? As you saw for yourself, it did not change one thing and it could have turned really bad for you. So, just keep bracking yourself for the worse so he won't catch you off guard like he did this time.

Can't type much tonight. Hands have flared up and the carpel tunnel is giving me fits. Had a bad day with my Fibro, but just layed around and tried my best not to worry about things. That is hard to do, isn't it? But, as I have gotten older I have learned that a lot of things would take care of themselves anyway and the world would keep on ticking if I wasn't here. I have to turn lose of my "fixer" reigns.

Get well soon, sweetie.

Sandi

It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!