Is she is or is she ain't (my baby)?

[sleeper]

I went out on a date for the first time since D last night.

We ended up at a local bar frequented by a younger crowd, many of whom were there due to Christmas break from college. Interestingly there were also a few female divorcees in their mid-30's who had children there. I discovered this as my date is a member of that group and several come up to speak to her.

In some ways it was weird and I felt like I had gone over to the other side as my X described that very same scene (early 20's/late 30's) just post bomb when she started going out.

Here's a haha.

X called on my cell while I was out but I couldn't hear the ringtone for the loud music. She called more than once (not sure cause I wasn't wearing my glasses). The last call was at 10:30 PM. I didn't return her missed call as it was WAY past that when I got home. She probably wanted me to watch the kids for her as she worked today and I was off. I figured if she needed me badly she would call this AM. She didn't. OM needs to start carrying his weight anyway.

I may like trying on her lifestyle a little too much before this is over.

"Very powerful the Dark Side is." Yoda