Hi Patty, My H left 12/14/06...a week before Christmas! I am sorry you are still hung up on your H's actions while he was having the A. I want to let you know that you are not alone.
H has been home for 1 1/2 years now and our M is good, really good BUT I still have flashbacks to those horrible months and sometimes I can't be intimate with H...it makes me feel like I am going to throw up!
this time of year is the hardest...last Sunday was 2 yrs post bomb and I am not proud of it, but I was a real b#tch in the days leading up to it...I was totally stressed and all those feelings of the day he left came rushing back.
I finally did tell him what was going on. I try not to dwell and talk about it all the time. We did have a good convo and I guess sometimes we just need that.
Your H is with you for a reason. He loves you! Do not put time constraints on your healing marriage unless they are for you. Only you know how long you want to go on the way things are going.
