We Just finished cleaning the house together and that went well, sat at the talbe together and ate lunch that she made. Soon we will be shopping for food together.
She hasn't brought up the chat we were supposed to have, Do I bring it up?
Last night we set up the tree together and that went well. We had a glass of wine toegether and I commented that it was good. She threw out that it was a 40 $ bottle that her "friend" brought over the other night. She could read my body language and said are you mad? I said no but you know how I feel about the situation and that havinging him over was cheeky. She again said nothing is going on and that it was her house too so it wasn't a problem. I just said you know how I feel about this and left it at that. This is a flip flop from the other night were she was begging me not to be mad and now she thinks it's ok. It's like she is two different people aon different days.
As well this morning she talked about going skiing together tommorow. she said it may be wierd because we are breaking up. It looks like the weather will be bad tommorow so not going to happen. Instead I am going to visit My parents because I won't see them at christmas.
This back and forth is tiring, one day she is openly questioning the next she shuts it off.
Any suggestions? I feel like just putting the wall back up and preparing for the separation!
Jeff
ME 44 W 32 M 5 T 6
no kids
June 08 I don't want to be married it's not you it's me
