This is really hard for me to understand whats going on with W. She acts as though we're normal daily, other than occasional shows of affection, which are lean. We talk, tell each other we love each other when leaving, on hanging up the phone, etc. The day she dropped the bomb, she made the mention, that she sees people dying at work (W is a nursing home administrator)and it makes her wonder about the way her life is going. No disrespect to her but, I'm a Firefighter/Paramedic and I see it practically every shift. I fight to bring people back when they arrest. You want to talk about it being hands on, that's my world. Over the last 4 years I have never been so greatful for her being my wife, and I am appreciative for everything she has done for me and our family. But I never believed she would begin to question me, us, our marriage. She is my best friend... Where did this come from ? I knew it was serious when she said she could only give me one day at a time.
