Thank you Sir and MWG. I don't feel that my h cherishes me or our R. Not so sure he cares if he loses me and maybe he even thinks he could do better.

Not sure if all that makes sense, but I am at a loss here as to what I should do now. I am feeling like what's the point in trying to make this all work, if my h can't see it or feel it.

Me 50
H 42
S 22
S 9
D 7
M 12
T 17
H moved out 8/2006
H moved home 1/2007 for 3 weeks
H moved home 5/2011 for good

"Learn from yesterday ~ Live for today ~ And hope for tomorrow"