It's Complicated!

[glamgirl]

I really don't get it. I am thinking that my h is just so consumed with pride that he can't break him self out of that thinking and do what is right for the kids.

How could staying away from everyone at Christmas, be better? Now last year, he stayed away and then when he finally surfaced he said he had a rough 5 days. Well if it's rough then WHY stay away.

I am at a loss here. A big part of me just wants to move on and I guess that means without h. Not that I am not doing that already, but the fight doesn't seem worth it.