I had a great night. I was went to my poker game. It was a lot of fun. And it really kept my mind off my H and our Anniversary.
I am so glad I didn't talk to him at all today. To be honest I am almost tempted to text him to tell him how proud he would have been of me the way I played cards. He always wanted me to get out and do more. And we loved to play cards with friends. And this was a real tournament..these ladies were serious players!!!
For some reason I thougth for sure he would have tried to call or text me, maybe even send and email today. I don't know what he would have to say. But since he said something yesterday I just felt like he may have tried to reach out to me. But nothing. I guess it was better that way. It made it easier and there was no fighting that way. But it was still kind of sad, because I would have liked if he would have acknowledged the day. I don't know why. I know it doesn't mean anything anymore. But still.........
Well I am pretty tired. I have a lot to do this weekend. I still have to go christmas shopping. A friend of mine was texting me and wanted me to meet him out tonight at the bar, but I couldn't go so we are going to go out Monday. Its nothing big, he has a girlfriend but its nice to make plans with some guy friends too!!
