Thank you so much SC. I will have to read your sitch. Don't lose hope. I once had a restraining order against me and h said he was never coming home. I too thought everything was hopeless, but I have come a long way. It has taken years though. This is not a quick journey by any means.

I just feel hopeless tonight. This too shall pass.

Now I have such a big headache from crying. I just don't want to spend my time crying over what I can't control, but I do feel so sad tonight.


Me 50
H 42
S 22
S 9
D 7
M 12
T 17
H moved out 8/2006
H moved home 1/2007 for 3 weeks
H moved home 5/2011 for good

"Learn from yesterday ~ Live for today ~ And hope for tomorrow"