Thanks NLT. I am just so sad tonight. Can't stop crying. I thought my h was further along on this journey. It feels like he doesn't give a flying f$%# about us.

I am just so devastated. I guess I will just bake and bake and bake tomorrow. Part of me just feels like giving up now.

I just want a boyfriend. I know that sounds so strange, but I just want to feel loved and wanted.

Me 50
H 42
S 22
S 9
D 7
M 12
T 17
H moved out 8/2006
H moved home 1/2007 for 3 weeks
H moved home 5/2011 for good

"Learn from yesterday ~ Live for today ~ And hope for tomorrow"