I am glad to hear from you. Just sorry, the news isnt different. I am glad you are going to live at your truth. I am actively pursuing that as well. it feels good for me and of course at times foreign. I wish there was a manual?!~!?
I have loving coined this phase of our R the "sludge." We are both going thru a lot and re ~ learning if you will @ one another. It gets ugly sometimes for me because of all of my pushing and avoiding my feelings in the past. I have been trying to chanel a Jackie O type of elegance and lady like ness.... WITH HUBBY~. and I have been coming off way more Old School Teacher with a ruler and NOT afraid to use it. DQ~ WOULD BE PROUD.
Anyway... Cinco You are also in my prayers. Please try and Have a Merry Christmas. Take care and be well, Ava