I am glad to hear from you.
Just sorry, the news isnt different. \:\(
I am glad you are going to live at your truth.
I am actively pursuing that as well.
it feels good for me and of course at times foreign.
I wish there was a manual?!~!?

I have loving coined this phase of our R the "sludge."
We are both going thru a lot and re ~ learning if you will @ one another.
It gets ugly sometimes for me because of all of my pushing and avoiding my feelings in the past.
I have been trying to chanel a Jackie O type of elegance and lady like ness.... WITH HUBBY~. and I have been coming off way more Old School Teacher with a ruler and NOT afraid to use it.
DQ~ WOULD BE PROUD.

Anyway... Cinco
You are also in my prayers.
Please try and Have a Merry Christmas.
Take care and be well,
Ava