hey, was tryin to tell you on the phone, I think you should quit worrying about what H is doing, and go on the darn trip. I think it would be really good for you. It would give you a good break from all the madness, and you'd be with people who love you and are fighting for the same things.
I know your dr said you shouldn't, but what would hurt? If you could get someone to take you to the airport and pick you up, and you didn't have to drive at all. I really think this would be great for you to do.
that's just my O.
I wish I could go!!!!
Me 33 H 34 S9 S3 M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs) EA/PA 1/2006 DB 5/2006 H wants D 6/2006 H wants ME 8/2006 H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006 H erased OW off phone! 2/2007
"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."