Hi girls, Ali, I read your message. I am sorry he is spending Christmas with "company"... Just came back.
Gypsy, H isnt much in "structured" piecing work. He thinks, things will be fine, somehow. Lists with him would be difficult. I can make lists. Pages and pages of lists. I would probably end up reading them alone...
I have made a committment to try. It's just it aint that easy. Thoughts are torturing me. What ifs are making my every second hard. And I know I am not "right" to think of "what ifs" but I do. And I cant ignore myself...
I am going out with him tonight. It's not that I dont want to be seen in public with him. He called a couple of times to ask me if I have decided. I am just not into late nights out and it will be a late night where we are going. Take care everyone, xxx K
