Really feeling it today. Took care of the pressing matters at work and now I am just lost. Sitting here looking at my inbox wishing an e-mail would come from her to just say something, anything about why she did all this. I had all this mythical hope that she really wasn't going to do this. I hear things like, "Your family has just been redefined." I hate that, my family has been destroyed. All for the wants of one selfish woman and the mistakes of one stupid man. I am left here kicking myself, blaming her, missing my kids, crying in my office and asking "Why?"

I've got to find more work.

M42
S12/D9
T17/M12
Bomb 1 3/22/06
Bomb 2 7/11/08
Bomb 3 7/31/08
W Filed 8/1/08
D granted 12/17/08
D Finalized 1/29/09

A man who compromises his principles never had them in the first place.