Life is Rough - And Really Hurts!

[Babygirl]

morning girlie. cold, fog ice outside, with freezing stuff on its way anytime.
glad your nite was calm. wasnt here, but today is a new day!!

stay warm and i hope work calms down.

[Babygirl]

hey this made me think of you!!!!



Hope is the thing with feathers
that perches in the soul
And sings the tune without the words
And never stops at all.
--Emily Dickinson

[1hope]

I don't hold out much hope for work being calm, life with H will probably be calmer than the job right now.

Things are blowing up all around me.....oh well. I'm still smiling and just trying to put out fires. At least it makes the day go quickly.

Good to hear from you BG, I'll look for your thread later.

Keep warm everyone.

[1hope]

Thanks BG, that's beautiful and I am touched that you thought of me. I love E Dickinson.

Keep warm sweet girl. Hope you are feeling well today.

[kelaaron]

morning hope, are we having coffee today

[MT35]

Morning Hope, Looks like lots of snow your way. Funny we got up to 60 degrees last night around 10:00, but was back in the 30's this morning. Hope the coffee is warm.

[Babygirl]

morning sweetie! hope the snow isnt bad there today. how are you doing today?

[1hope]

Hello!

WE HAVE SNOW! So far about 7 inches. Thank God I have 4 x 4 on my Blazer. I had a big closing first thing this morning, and am just now able to catch my breath. Wow, what a day.

Otherwise, things are pretty calm for H and I. He is plowing and plowing and plowing. He just called to see what time I thought I'd be home so he could have our drive plowed.

He asked me the other day what I wanted for Christmas. I told him I really couldn't think of anything, I only wanted him. He told me that I "have him."

I hope that he means it. Time will tell. Let the healing begin. For all of us!

[Silent Chrleader]

I wish my H would say something like that! Instead of a the family X-mas in the snow up at ranch, H is going to be at work (he works at a senior community), and the kids and I are going to be at my mom's for dinner.

But, I'm glad things are going OK for you, Hope. Remember that it's a long are process to get past these things. And so far, even though he gets frustrated sometimes and backslides, he seems willing to stay on the journey with you, and that a good thing.

Take care!

[1hope]

Thanks SC, (((((((Hugs to You))))))

I know, I am greatful for the things he is finally saying. But I get impatient, and so have to struggle against that. I have the words and want the actions. Then what I want most of all is to have security again, and not worry about all of this.

It is a process, I know. I have to put my trust and faith in God, and I will survive this.

I guess if you think about it, what better time of year than this, to work on faith and forgiveness?