When we do he asks if I am taping thiseventhough he is the onbe who begins it.
Do I feel like a slut? No .not at all. It doesn't feel that way to me. I feel good because I enjoy it. The day after I feel normal. It is just weird that NOW he is becoming more intimate with me. He was angry at me and distant for a LONG time . Acouple of months ago we started developing a friendship. In Sept he showed up at my house and we slept together. And last night, we were talking about our child andhe was down. I'm not sure if I am doing the right thing. But it feels ok.