"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
Sweety....it's hard no matter how hard we try. The thing is...YOU know you're trying your hardest and best..that has to be enough. What he thinks is something to considerate but not live by ! I think you're doing great and I'm so very proud of you, because it has not been an easy journey for you at all !
I truly hope you and the kids will have a wonderful Christmas and a loving new year !
(((hugs))))
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
Cinders, I know I am doing my best. I know he is in a state of depression right now. I am talking very little to him and he notices. I feel deep down that we will never reconcile, even if we did, I would never trust him, so I feel I must move forward with my life. I cant hang on his every word anymore. Drives me nuts. He does this when he is down...he draws near, then runs like crazy away. I just have to remember this is just his usual routine...its Christmas and of course he is going to want to be down and all.
Im happy right now. I feel some sort of peace.
I do have sad news this morning. A good friend at my church lost her husband last night. ITs so sad to hear. Please pray for her. She was an older woman, but I have known her for so long....she prayed for her H to get right with the Lord for so long and we none know if he ever did. Really sad for this time of year.
Merry Christmas to you too Cinders and all my Friends here. I am looking forward to new things this coming year.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
Thanks WCW....Im feeling ok today. H has bothered me all day with just chit chat. I just answer him carefully mostly. He has asked several times if I dont want to talk to him anymore.
I dont know why he keeps doing this to himself....im almost over it now. I just dont have the need or want to talk to him.
Oh well...Im gonna go shopping tomorrow and finish up a few things for the kids....fun fun!
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
ok...H is acting so weird today...he keeps apologizing to me...I told him to please stop...then he said that I didnt even know what he was apologizing for...so I asked...he said he just was.
Boy is he spinning.....again.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
Hi, Kissak--thinking of you. Enjoy your time shopping tomorrow.
The Bomb: 08/05 H moves out: 06/2006 H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07 H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08 H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09 Divorced 08-12 Kids: 22, 20, 19
Hey MWG....I have finished my shopping! YAY! My H kept the kids until I couldnt stand his whinning any longer...he was sick with a bug...a nasty bug really, but he was so whinny that he was snapping at me through text! So, it really ticked me off because he wouldnt have talked like that to anyone else. Anyway, I went and got the kids early and he still didnt take them shopping to get me something for christmas like they were hoping...maybe tomorrow.
I am so looking forward to Christmas morning. I got my kids a new bible each....I think they are old enough now to be able to take care of one....Im hoping they will appreciate them and take care of them....and read them!
This week is going to be a busy week. Im trying to figure out the routine Christmas morning with my H. My kids want him to come and sleep on the couch so he will be here that morning. Im still debating on whether to ask or just have him come over before they get up.
Well, if im not back on here before Christmas I hope all of my friends here have a very Merry Christmas and I wish you all peace and love. And please remember the reason for the season. Jesus. Love to you all.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
