Grocery shopping, meat shopping (I love my butcher's shop) and nothing else. I am going for a coffee with my friends in a while and then I need to think if I am going out with H. He asked again what I will do and I said I dont know yet.
I asked him to give me the tax refund money he owes me and he sounded upset. I have asked a couple of times and he always jokes around. It puts me in a difficult position since I dont want to look like I am taking advantage of the situation but I was counting on that money. He called again and asked why do I bring this money up. I explained why I need it and that he needs to respect my "planning" since we are still separated... He said OK... Sometimes I wonder, If I had won the lottery and knew I could take care of my kids alone and forever, would I still be trying this? Sad thought huh? The asnwer is not necessarily no, I am just saying this to share the fact that I am thinking of EVERYTHING ALL the time... Maybe that is why I dont seem to be going anywhere. Stuck between a rock and a hard place (?).
I had a fight with another driver today while going to my kids' school. I was... out of control. As I said to my best friend, my stress levels are out of hand... K
