Hi guys, nothing much to report. I saw H a bit yesterday because he came to my S's school saw. The kids asked him to come by our home afterwards and although he said no he came for half an hour.
I dont know if I will go to the trip yet. What he will show me there will not be what I will be living with...
Hi guys, nothing much to report. I saw H a bit yesterday because he came to my S's school SHOW. The kids asked him to come by our home afterwards and although he said no he came for half an hour.
I dont know if I will go to the trip yet. What he will show me there will not be what I will be living with...
No T, we cant leave the kids anywhere...
Bill, I wanted to add you are right just about everything in your post. I printed it out, I am considering giving it to him...
fb2, I didnt see the monk. He couldnt make it, sometime in January we will hopefully meet. K
I just cancelled the apt with the MC. H wanted me to. He was at home with the kids this morning since my parents had to go to the hospital to see the doctors.
He called and said since there are riots again in the center that we should better cancel. I asked him a couple of times if he was sure about that (our next session will be after the holidays). He said if I didnt mind he wanted to cancel. I did. I didnt mind. I feel tired and going there means I get home around 21:00. He made plans for us for this weekend, to go shop, visit our god-children to give them their presents etc.
He shared his worry about our S. Our S7 seems to be totally distracted. He cant focus on anything lately. His teacher has been complaining. Tomorrow we are are getting the progress reports and talk to the teachers... K
I'm sorry you cant make the MC..but if its too much hassle to get there and its getting late...when is the next appt, January? So anyway, HE made plans? Thats a bit different. Sounds like you will get to do 'normal' things with him, which might help you see how you feel and judge how he treats you?
I'm sorry about your son.. perhaps he's a bit confused, seeing MORE of his Dad lately!?
Grocery shopping, meat shopping (I love my butcher's shop) and nothing else. I am going for a coffee with my friends in a while and then I need to think if I am going out with H. He asked again what I will do and I said I dont know yet.
I asked him to give me the tax refund money he owes me and he sounded upset. I have asked a couple of times and he always jokes around. It puts me in a difficult position since I dont want to look like I am taking advantage of the situation but I was counting on that money. He called again and asked why do I bring this money up. I explained why I need it and that he needs to respect my "planning" since we are still separated... He said OK... Sometimes I wonder, If I had won the lottery and knew I could take care of my kids alone and forever, would I still be trying this? Sad thought huh? The asnwer is not necessarily no, I am just saying this to share the fact that I am thinking of EVERYTHING ALL the time... Maybe that is why I dont seem to be going anywhere. Stuck between a rock and a hard place (?).
I had a fight with another driver today while going to my kids' school. I was... out of control. As I said to my best friend, my stress levels are out of hand... K
