Cinders, I know I am doing my best. I know he is in a state of depression right now. I am talking very little to him and he notices. I feel deep down that we will never reconcile, even if we did, I would never trust him, so I feel I must move forward with my life. I cant hang on his every word anymore. Drives me nuts. He does this when he is down...he draws near, then runs like crazy away. I just have to remember this is just his usual routine...its Christmas and of course he is going to want to be down and all.
Im happy right now. I feel some sort of peace.
I do have sad news this morning. A good friend at my church lost her husband last night. ITs so sad to hear. Please pray for her. She was an older woman, but I have known her for so long....she prayed for her H to get right with the Lord for so long and we none know if he ever did. Really sad for this time of year.
Merry Christmas to you too Cinders and all my Friends here. I am looking forward to new things this coming year.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
