Have no expectations whatso ever. Asked last night if doing that was in the plan. Yes. She has seen me dark to her, she has questioned it. Now she has seen my love for her is still there with that kiss. I now go on the way I was....
Xmas shoppign last night was fun. Picked out my new furniture, old couch broke and got a huge store credit. I was psyched....
The kiss was nice, tried to analyze it for about 5 minutes last night and decided, nah...It was nice, I wanted to do it, felt compelled to do it, so I did it...Probably won't interact with her again til Xmas Eve. She is supposed to ask her Dad for the car insurance money today. If he has it, I will pick it up tomorrow after cleaning up from the blizzard. Don't mind doing thatas I wanna finish Shopping anyway and will see some friend on the way home.
Can't believe I did it.....I'm with you, wonder what went on inside her head? Balls in her court, and I am in a good place....No expectations, just feel good getting another "what if" off my list.
