Yes, very dangerous. But I can't live in "what if" world. I was compelled to do this. Something I wanted to do, felt I needed to do, but this morning when I got up, I felt compelled to do this.
I expect nothing from it. Was happy I didn't get a cheek or a push away. If something came of it, I'll know before the weekend is up, because she will tell her best friend. Somehow, someway, her girlfriend will call me. If not, no biggie, i did it, I was afraid to do it, I overcame it...I shined, oh yeah, I shined. she grabbed her mail tonight. I'm sure she is reading the letter. She went to my older D's house with D17 tonight. Very good, first time she has been there since they bought it. Older D said her mother said she wanted to go down and visit. D is wondering whats up with her....Told her not to read into it..she asked why I was so giddy tonight...I told her...She just laughed and said, only you would have the balls to do that...She told me to just keep being me....Shine on you crazy Diamond....
