Thanks Mishka...I hope he does not lose his job because i know that he is really dedicated to whatever he does, but you're right, I hope this can be used as a turning point.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
So, I invited H over for Christmas dinner. It was really perfect...and kind of funny.
D12 said she wanted H to get her a Jonas Bros. CD for Christmas. She made it very clear that it was not to be from me, but from H (I don't know why, but I don't question). H called last night, and I told him what she said, and asked that if I bought the CD, would he please sign the card, and he said yes. I told him I knew money for him was tight, and he said he had food...I asked if he was working on Christmas and he said he was on call. I told him D12 was with me this Christmas, and if he would like, he could stop by and eat really quickly, we were having a roast. I also let him know he was not expected to stay. He did not say yes, but did not say no, just that he would let me know if he could because he is on call and wasn't sure if he would be able to. Amazing....
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Mishka, I know. And I don't have any. Mostly, I just wanted him to know he was not forgotten on Christmas. Whether he chooses to come or not is up to him. I will still carry on my day as if it is just me and D12, and plan to have a great Christmas with her!
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Jeffy Poo!!! I like being kind, but I also like being kind to myself. Whether or not he actually comes over is not a big deal. It made me feel good to extend the offer. I will still have a great Christmas with D12, and we will still have a great dinner. And if he doesn't come over, it is his loss. He will be very hungry!
But I hope he does...
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
He called me again last night too! It is nice, and this time different because ... I don't know. For me, it just is because I am not having any kind of expectation, just enjoying the fact that we are talking again!
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
What I find most amusing is that if he can't get me the first time, he will automatically call me back again. Last night I was in the tub. I heard the phone and thought eh...I am not going to bother answering it, I will call back whoever is calling. Then it started ringing again. Since D12 was at her youth group meeting, I figured I better check just in case. It was H.
Silly man.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Amazing....
But I hope he does...