Still here...Better than before...Its in my head...I will let you know if I have the balls to do it (sorry for the language). Its really strong in my head right now...Nothing ventured nothing gained...
Same guy, but situation is different, then i was pretty sure how'd she'd respond and how she felt about me, mostly. Now I am not so sure how she feels and I have no idea how she would respond. If the feeling is strong enough, then its gone happen...
Did it!!! Talked to her a little about D17 and whatever. Told her I had to go, leaned in and planted one on her. At first I thought she was going to turn her head away, she did a little, but it was nice. I really took her by surrise. She called after me, talk to you later..I wanted to turn to see her, but didn't. I didn't put my arm around her or touch her with my hand, I just said go to go, leaned in and kissed her on the lips. I liked it, not sure of her response. I think her first reaction was to turn head, but she stopped. I thought maybe I was too quick, but no, her head started to turn and then moved back to me. Would've liked to have seen her expression, but felt it cooler to just walk away. She did look rough though. I saw her face real good, she does look like she as aged thropugh this. now I see what everyone has been talking about.
Praising God Daily, Remaining "FaithfulH" Me: 62 W: 62 D:33 S:30 & 31 Married: 40 Years BD: Sep 2006 Piecing: May 2007 2nd BD: May 2014 Working On It: Today
Yes, very dangerous. But I can't live in "what if" world. I was compelled to do this. Something I wanted to do, felt I needed to do, but this morning when I got up, I felt compelled to do this.
I expect nothing from it. Was happy I didn't get a cheek or a push away. If something came of it, I'll know before the weekend is up, because she will tell her best friend. Somehow, someway, her girlfriend will call me. If not, no biggie, i did it, I was afraid to do it, I overcame it...I shined, oh yeah, I shined. she grabbed her mail tonight. I'm sure she is reading the letter. She went to my older D's house with D17 tonight. Very good, first time she has been there since they bought it. Older D said her mother said she wanted to go down and visit. D is wondering whats up with her....Told her not to read into it..she asked why I was so giddy tonight...I told her...She just laughed and said, only you would have the balls to do that...She told me to just keep being me....Shine on you crazy Diamond....
