I nearly echo this question from LE. Except I sorta half know what they mean to you. You are letting the devil tear into you and pull you down. For short spurts that's ok. With emphasis on the short ..make that very short spurts part.
Ok, now time to end that grip of bluesyness. The Lord your God is right over you with arm extended to pull to out of your lil abyss. He will remain there just waiting for you to meet Him.
