Countdown to New Year, and fresh start?

[optimistwife]

Hi ITH,

hope that you are on your way to feeling better soon. How are you doing with the business trip? I hope your H is finding time to contact you...

I am glad you made the choice to stay at the house and that your H is getting the chance to see that life isn't what he thought it was (unbearable). I think eventually (long down the road) he will create another scenario in his mind why this all had to happen this way.

I think everything that has transpired in our situtations will bring that uncomfortable 'knot in stomach' feeling occasionally. It feels like a mini panic attach inside (sometimes big ones). But once you get through a situtation, it usually isn't quite as bad the next time (hopefully). I hope that when your H comes home from Poland that you can maybe jsut have a light conversation about it, and hopefully no R talks...

I am thinking of you... (meanwhile I am busy trying to convince my dogs that the x-mas tree should be left alone).