just need to vent in here

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I have been doing so good I dont call him anymore... my thoughts are no longer about him...when I get home after work is when I think about what we used to have but here lately I have been having thoughts of wanting to hurt her!!!!!!!

As in beating the Crap out of her!!!!!!!! she took my life..she stole my husband....and yes this is not all her fault but damn it it makes me so mad....
I think about all the times he lied to me and I gave him the benefit of the doubt because I thought he would never cheat on me again.... and then he does yet again......

And it is with HER!!!!!!!! She had an affair with him 14yrs. ago not just a couple of months more like 2 freaking yrs.

I just want to tell her how I feel I want to make her hurt the way she hurt me....for no reason...the only reason was because she could...

My husband was a very good man and she knew this and she took him like a thief took something that was not her's.

This holiday has been really hard... just last yr at this time he came home for christmas and we had or so I thought we had a very nice time....he really was trying to reconcile but I bet you anything she never stopped calling him...

she knew he was coming into some money...she saw the Harley he had just bought....why not get involved with him again... better than strugglin on your own...

I am a woman of faith but I am getting all kinds of bad thoughts...mostly just wanting to vent at her let her know she destroyed a family... let her kids know she is a homewrecker whore....

I am sorry to be this way in here....but sometimes it is just better to do this in here than to them....

Just send prayers my way...I wont do anything stupid like that just had to get it off my chest