this hurts you guys. the reality of my life. WHY couldnt he just hurt me once and let me go, why do i have to go over and over? like i dont know the truth? i have said this to kel so many times, he wants me to make him leave. thats why he does this. the way our weather is here, i have now talkd to all my kids. yes i told the younger two, like he would? and they want me to fight, yet i fear he wants banishment. and to make it my choice. PDT fought. YES he didnt win, but he fought. and i am so flippen tired of being last. of my kids being last. where the hell are his balls that he can knock her up TWICE with, but will lie to my fact with?
M 36 XH 34 3 children If a house is divided against itself, that house will not be able to stand. Mark 3:25 "your mood swings are giving me whiplash" twilight ALIVE FREE AND HAPPY 2010
this hurts you guys. the reality of my life. WHY couldnt he just hurt me once and let me go, why do i have to go over and over? like i dont know the truth? i have said this to kel so many times, he wants me to make him leave. thats why he does this. the way our weather is here, i have now talkd to all my kids. yes i told the younger two, like he would? and they want me to fight, yet i fear he wants banishment. and to make it my choice. PDT fought. YES he didnt win, but he fought. and i am so flippen tired of being last. of my kids being last. where the hell are his balls that he can knock her up TWICE with, but will lie to my fact with?
bg. You are super! Fight what ever battles you want to fight and when you are not then hit relax mode and try like hell to completely disengage. Go 'joy hunting' as it were. Start with the Lord who is your rock and will bring you a kind of joy you will find nowhere else. Then mix in other things that will cause you to smile. I am sure you have a pretty smile, don't let it allude you. Relax, breath and cherish what God gives you by His grace and mercy.
He gave me a friendship with you and vice-versa and I am glad for it !
LoL tomato, shhhhhhhhhhhhhh on the christmas countdown. thank you for reminding me where to go.
Amy, WHaT hasnt he lied about? every word out of his mouth since he emailed me the bomb has been a lie. EXCEPT he loves her and i am making him choose...............
M 36 XH 34 3 children If a house is divided against itself, that house will not be able to stand. Mark 3:25 "your mood swings are giving me whiplash" twilight ALIVE FREE AND HAPPY 2010
I woke up today Woke up wide awake In an empty bed Staring at an empty room I have myself to blame For the state I'm in today And now dying Doesn't seem so cruel And oh, I don't know what to say And I don't know anyway Anymore
I hate myself for losing you I'm seeing it all so clear I hate myself for losing you What do you do when you look in the mirror And staring at you is why he's not here?
You got what you deserved Hope you're happy now 'Cause everytime I think of her with you It's killing me Inside, and Now I dread each day Knowing that I can't be saved From the loneliness Of living without you And, oh I don't know what to do Not sure that I'll pull through I wish you knew
I hate myself for losing you I'm seeing it all so clear I hate myself for losing you What do you do when you look in the mirror And staring at you is why he's not here?
I hate myself for losing you And oh, I don't know what to do Not sure that I'll pull through I wish you knew And oh, I don't know what to say And I don't know anyway Anymore No, no
I hate myself for losing you (I'm seeing it all so clear) I'm seeing it all so clear I hate myself for losing you What do you do when you look in the mirror And staring at you is why he's not here? What do you say when everything you said Is the reason why he left you in the end? How do you cry when every day you shout "Don't ever bring him back again?" I hate myself for loving you
M 36 XH 34 3 children If a house is divided against itself, that house will not be able to stand. Mark 3:25 "your mood swings are giving me whiplash" twilight ALIVE FREE AND HAPPY 2010
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