this hurts you guys. the reality of my life. WHY couldnt he just hurt me once and let me go, why do i have to go over and over? like i dont know the truth? i have said this to kel so many times, he wants me to make him leave. thats why he does this. the way our weather is here, i have now talkd to all my kids. yes i told the younger two, like he would? and they want me to fight, yet i fear he wants banishment. and to make it my choice. PDT fought. YES he didnt win, but he fought. and i am so flippen tired of being last. of my kids being last. where the hell are his balls that he can knock her up TWICE with, but will lie to my fact with?
bg. You are super! Fight what ever battles you want to fight and when you are not then hit relax mode and try like hell to completely disengage. Go 'joy hunting' as it were. Start with the Lord who is your rock and will bring you a kind of joy you will find nowhere else. Then mix in other things that will cause you to smile. I am sure you have a pretty smile, don't let it allude you. Relax, breath and cherish what God gives you by His grace and mercy.
He gave me a friendship with you and vice-versa and I am glad for it !
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