I will second what Breakway said, your positive attitude is very inspiring.
As for the anger, I find that it comes and goes. It is the same for me, there is never a change in H to spark it, I just get angry sometimes. I think it would be unhealthy if we didn't. So long as it is passing and we are not making decisions based on it, I think it fine and to be expected.
You are clearly doing a great job keeping your life on an even keel and moving along. Are you still volunteering with the kids?
