It makes sense about not giving too much info so he sees what D looks like. I think the small glimpses that he has been getting he hasn't really liked because they didn't fall into his master plan of becoming friends.
I don't think I will do Christmas Eve because I stood my ground and said no and so I don't want to backtrack again. It will continue to make me look wishy washy as usual. I would have prefered it me just us but it won't so I will have to let this one go.
He is supposed to be at the house today. I can't say that I am looking forward to seeing him. I am going to try and avoid him as much as possible. I do have a few errands I can run after work so I won't have to come home right away. But its just one of those days when I would love to come home and crawl in bed and watch tv all night. But I can't!!!
Just be prepared for me to be venting all day tomorrow. I can only imagine that I may lose it a few times.. I just want to get through tomorrows anniversary and then work on the holidays. I can not wait for 2009!!! It has to be a better year!!!!!
