Thanks yet again 25. I will practice what I preach.
W came over this morning for the daily school stuff. I heard her get into it with D17 again but I think she backed off.
I had to get up earl to do some work and I just said 'hello' as I walked by her. If she calls I won't answer the phone.
She made this life for herself and by just witnessing the way she interacts with my D's, which by the way has always been this way even before the bomb, it shows me the kind of emotionally damaged woman she is. You cannot change someone else. You can show them the way, you can give them support. I did that 3 years ago during her affair. She didn't take the opportunity to really grow. I didn't take the opportunity to heal.
I sit in this stupid office and just wonder why my wild heart has been locked up for so long.
I've had it with this wallowing. This has never been 'me'.
