So, I invited H over for Christmas dinner. It was really perfect...and kind of funny.

D12 said she wanted H to get her a Jonas Bros. CD for Christmas. She made it very clear that it was not to be from me, but from H (I don't know why, but I don't question). H called last night, and I told him what she said, and asked that if I bought the CD, would he please sign the card, and he said yes. I told him I knew money for him was tight, and he said he had food...I asked if he was working on Christmas and he said he was on call. I told him D12 was with me this Christmas, and if he would like, he could stop by and eat really quickly, we were having a roast. I also let him know he was not expected to stay. He did not say yes, but did not say no, just that he would let me know if he could because he is on call and wasn't sure if he would be able to. \:\) Amazing....

Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..