H came in the bedroom this morning and pounced on the bed. He was mimicking an action that I did the other morning to him while he was still on the couch. We ended up trading backrubs.
Sounds great? except that he was gone last night until after I went to bed. Maybe I should ask where he is, if I press hard enough I can sometimes get an answer that sounds true. Sometimes it's more effort than I have gumption to get the truth. Is it still ow? in my gut I don't think so, unless there's a new ow, but I don't 'feel' that there is.
Do you ever get so far apart that you know you don't want to go back to sharing everything? I mean that I do want an honest relationship but I don't think I can ever be as open as I was before.
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.
