Right now the car insurance for both vehicles is on one policy. If she doesn't pay I have to. It is direct withdrawal from my account, I saved an additional 3% doing it that way. I will set up a payment schedule for her, if she misses one, then I drop her car from the policy.
I was scared about the doubt. I knew the church was closed last night, but I had this desire to go there and just sit. really strong desire and was even going to drive down just to see if there was a chance it was open. I went right to sleep last night. Told Him I did believe with all my heart in what I am doing, what He wants me to do. Thanks for the affirmation, really needed it. Feel much better today. Thoughts about her are swimming in my head again these past few days. Happened once before, around her birthday if you remember. Don't know why, but they are there. I am finding them easy to suppress. I have a Bible in my house and I am pretty sure I know right where it is. I will be taking it out tonight. It is an older one from my grandmother's. Thinking I may be coming down with something. I think my tired and letharge are from me being sick. I'm never sick.
I have to call her this morning to get my D17 insurance card. She will be told she owes me 130 for insurance and it is due on the 19th of every month. She needs to have it in the account for me to transfer. If it is not there, then her car will be dropped from the policy.
Oh, just so you know that I know, she didn't mention in her email I copied here, that she also needs money to go out for drinks on Thursday nights, Friday nights, Saturday nights and some Sundays. Not alot, about $80 a week. Do you wanna know what I spend on average per month for self indulgence. $60.00, $15.00 a week and that is a high average.
