You can't accept that he doesn't want you, because then you will think that you are unlovable
(Is that true? Its a very important question. I think thats what causes me to nose dive too. Cause H's interactions with me make me feel unloved. But then when I'm good at my job, with friends and family who love me, H's opinion of me doesnt matter in the slightest) Its an important question to answer so that you know that you can hold onto yourself.
