Donna--finding herself #35

[mishka422]

I wonder if every blip on my radar screen will bring these memories of him, of what I lost, back to the surface, over and over again. If I will ever really get over him. Can you get over someone who was in more than 2/3 of your life, and fathered your children? Or do you just go on, in spite of it all....

Very profound thoughts Donna. I wonder the same thing but then realize that I have to go on in spite of it all because of Marc. He is my only reason for existing now. I live with hope that someday I will find something for myself, that makes me feel happy again but for now I'm ok with what life has dealt me.

God is watching us Donna and He is smiling down knowing that we have a choice - seek His arms and His strength and succeed because of it or grasp at the things of this world and glory in the life we make for ourselves and fail miserably.

I don't know about you Donna, but I'm all for letting God hold me up so I can't fall on my face again. How about you?