I Challenged Him to Decide...

[optimistwife]

Gosh- I don't feel ready for the piecing board yet! I am still pinching myself to make sure it is real!

It did seem overnight. Well, over a few days. The week of T-giving it really was close to the end I think. He moved his final stuff from the house, was very distant, no touching, no real conversations. And then my big talk...

And then the big change! I really think he did need to know I still loved him.

I am doing okay with my own feelings. I am tentatively telling people that things are going well. Usually they can tell just by talking to me

I am not having as much trouble with anger as I thought. Good thinks have a way of erasing bad things! I have also decided it is much easier to live and enjoy the present, and put the past in the past. I am trying hard not to fear the future too.