"Although I think I am more intelligent, good looking, no bad habits and H knows now that from me he has truth and that I will not lie"...in comparing yourself to OW.
But...I don't see how H knows now from you that he has truth and that you will not lie? In fact, I would assume the opposite. I would assume he feels that he cannot trust anything you have said, past or present, because of the one BIG lie you told for so long. People who have been cheated on tend to then not trust anything that was said before the event as well as after. So I'm not so sure you should hold your "trustworthiness" and "truthfulness" up as if they are attributes in your H's eyes. Most likely, he would not describe you that way, given that you betrayed him.
Just my two cents.
I am hoping to help you correct some of your somewhat flawed thinking in the process.
