well the dinner thing, i had other plans for dinner. he had an awful day at work, not home wrecking whore related, and did all my outside animal and wood chores before going to work because of the cold and snow and said something about how good something sounded. so i made it. when he called D answered the phone, and he left earlier than he planned cause he was looking fwd to dinner so much. D and her friends were outside putting up sleds when he pulled in and the phone rang. D said he looked to cry. I guess i felt like, if I am really trying to prove that I want this marriage, even with the S, that I had to show him I wouldnt punish him for normal things that are going to come up S related. thats why i waited. PLUS if i said i had already eaten, he probably wouldnt have believed me. he is shoving food at me constantly as my weight dropped again. THAT said. the ow so played him. i mean, come on, she has a walmart a mile away, a dillons half a mile away, she could have done it herself, instead of waiting all the time it took H to drive and get it done. last nite, I won. and i made it a no fight win. i didnt like it, but i was big. finally. i proved myself. to them both, and S was a happy healthier camper lol!
M 36 XH 34 3 children If a house is divided against itself, that house will not be able to stand. Mark 3:25 "your mood swings are giving me whiplash" twilight ALIVE FREE AND HAPPY 2010